I won’t try to explain and or justify what I call the Lust/Child relationship. It’s childish at times and last night was one of those times. When we split we made rules of what we would and or wouldn’t do. Now, how we thought we were going to be able to enforce these rules is beyond me, but at the time of our very civil conversation we had reached some far fetched agreements.
Lust has had the same wine bar for as long as I have known
him. I have been there one time and actually before him and I ever met. There
is no secret that this bar is his. I would never just at random show up there;
actually I don’t think I’d ever go there at all. You can believe however should
I ever need to step a foot in the bar, I’d call ahead. Again, this sounds silly
but I understand and get having your Cheers.
This being said I was furious/upset/irrational depending on who you ask when I received an email saying that Lust had been in MY WINE BAR. I couldn’t even fathom how it is that he’d even felt right about being there. Again, this isn’t rational and I don’t expect anyone to think it is but this is a two way rule as silly as it sounds. What is HIS belongs to him and I’ve even scheduled things around places that I’d consider his haunts seeing as he lives in a pretty happening part of town. So again hearing him talk about MY wine bar, and having a late dinner at the restaurant that I told him about, the same one he took me to for my birthday totally upset me.
