It's only a job right?

Its sucks to leave a job that in one minute you can feel like you’ve made some headway, and leave totally in tears. Crying in parking lots, crying at the thought of the next day at work are not really the way I operate so the fact I find myself acting this way I have to stop and take inventory. These actions are exactly what my job has become to me. The place is worse than crack. The highs really high and the lows so low that I wonder at times how it is I will muster up the strength to go back the next day.

I’m at a crossroads where I need figure out exactly where I stand and either decides to move forward and do the job I know I’m capable of, and let everyone else go on about their way. I can on the other hand throw in the towel and move on. It isn’t in me to be a job hopper but if it looks like more bad days than good, well I’ve just worked t hard to be in a good place to let a job of all things take it away.

Right now I’m tired, I’m whiney and I’m full of emotion. I am hoping after 8 hours I will be more at ease and today’s stress will be yesterdays stress and tomorrow will be the new high. Only 8 hours and counting until we find out if that’s what the day will have in store…

 

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