Sleep or lack of sleep should I say go WAYYY back, I mean we’ve been friends so long I couldn’t tell you a time in my life that there wasn’t some aid given to help me get the most of out of my night. Yes in aid I mean DRUGS, because there is only so much Sominex etc a girl can eat before you realize it’s time to see a medical professional
The thing about my insomnia and maybe insomniacs in general is; the fix whatever it is never lasts long. My current “cocktail” has been around maybe for a little less than year, although it amazes me to think it’s been almost a year. It has served me well, but the last week or two has totally proved that it is time to be out with the old, and in with the new and so early next week I’ll call and make a doctor’s appointment.
It’s not a
new “cocktail” that worries me, it’s hearing there might not be much they can
do for me. I take a pretty hefty dose, a dose that MIGHT knock out a horse.
However, I’d like to say I am not as big as a horse, even when I feel that way
some days. So yes, I am not sure what else left in the arsenal of “I can’t
sleep drugs” but I pray that NO matter what it is, the money that I would pay.
I mean I’d pay A LOT of money for a good seven hours. SEE, I’m not picky; I don’t
even want a full eight just seven. Hell gimmie six and I might still give you
everything I have.
(alright going to try this whole, second sleep attempt, hope
all is well in the blogosphere)
OH and now insomnia has it’s OWN tag; lets hope I don’t have
to use it often
